i strive to be bulimic-

shit, i've been reading one too many of those screwed up novels by american writers. surprisingly, things always work out in the end; no matter how sucky they were to start with. these books can hardly be considered good reading material; and yet i find myself hooked on them. it's nice to read about someone else's screwed up life knowing deep in your heart that it will never happen to you. why? cause i'm such a whimp with no sense of adventure to even do anything not planned for me.

i hate all this mundanity(if the word even exists), my brain is being slowly eaten away by the bullshit i cant stop reading.

GOD, my olevels higher chin are TMR. even if i want to continue to immerese in all these crappy lies, i should be reading books by taiwan authors; they do take after the american ones in some ways...

met tze in the morning and she passed me my white fbts and belated bday present. THANKS:DD talked and talked and talked to her but we have SOOOO much to catch up on that 1hour is obviously WAY not enough. went to raffles city to shop first while waiting for jiayuan. they are renovating and alot of the new shops are not open yet. but i declare that i love river island!! i never knew they have nice clothes. i mean, i've always thought that their clothes are like theme, liz claiborne or some sort. but they have really nice denim shorts and dont even get me started about their flats. they are WAY comfy and the prints on the flats are really nice too. they're around 60plus, not too ex if you think about how comfy they are and how nice the prints are. i'll definitely be back for the black and white flowery print flats. the denim shorts are kinda ex though, 90plus i think:(( nvm, warehouse's having sale and they have pretty nice shorts too. no denim though. than met jiayuan at citylink. NUM sure needs to update their havainas; there wasnt a single new design for like months. kinda sad considering i want to get new sandals and they dont have nicer patterns. walked abit of marina, than decided to go for suhui's bday celeb at creamery.

HAPPY BDAY SUHUI!

not alot of ppl went, considering everyone's busy with op and other stuff. PLUS its raining. VERY HEAVILY. ate a mud pie and a reverso spongy cake. rather nice; than went for dinner with mom and dad while the rest went cycling (i think?)

met jia sher jess and bert for brothers. rather nice, though some of us obviously enjoyed it better than others:)) MUST go watch triangle!! ding came and we had dinner. more of they had dinner but me and sher went to basement for pretz and gelato. ugh, that's so sinful; but whatever.

went for scream, *but jess decided to go home:((* waited for @#$%^&! years before we finally registered. watched abit of simpsons than s_ _ _ _ed someone in:DD the trial was kinda fun. partly because we could recognise almost everyone. haha. but the greatest shock that we agreed was when we got scared by SOMEONE from the previous grp. apparently we caught up and got a very rude scare from one of them=_______-" feels loser-ish. yijing's super good. shimin kinda.....well, blame sher!! the maze kinda s_ _ ked:(( big boo boo cause we got thrown out rather unceremoniously. and one of the ghost was rather violent. thanks to mr bouncer who told us not to be violent so we completely let our gaurds down. heard sher has a nasty welt on her head. lets hope she becomes smarter after this bang on the head:DD

wanted to go out for supper, but it was kinda late alr so went home instead.

and that concludes scream07 for me. sounds pretty boring huh?

--not really:))

JUST ENJOY LIFE!

yep, thats what i shall do from now on. had a long chat with someone until one of our phones very rudely hang up on us. (i suspect its the other party's) but still, that was one of the most interesting chats i've had since a very long time. this person has earned my newfound respect; in like ten thousand aspects. seriously. at first it was more like a confession chat which let me realised how complicated some issues are. but later, it became more of an inspirational talk. the way some things are handled, really got me to respect the person from the bottom of my heart. many people attempt to behave like that, but in the end, its all talk and really hard to walk the talk. well, i should seriously get a bunch of sticky notes, files, empty boxes, labels, and what not to pack my thoughts and emotions properly:))


thank you so much!!


and i HEARD what happened in central plaza just now. too bad i didnt get to SEE it for myself. *growls* but at least i saw the midler ones last time; like the popping and push-up ones:DD

missing:

suddenly realised there is so much missing in me. a sight, a sound, a smell, a taste, a touch, a feeling, a thought, a something, a someone, a memory. wonder what's it like to be living in someone else's mind. i need to buy more files and sticky notes; my mind desperately needs some tidying up.

幸福的碎片，要我怎么捡

there's this dead feeling deep in me. wonder what's it like to live in 小影's mind. must be pretty peaceful i guess.

*resolves to work harder?? it's back to the same scenario as dec 2006**

on the slightly brighter side; i went shopping and it cheered me up considerably. managed to tick two items off my shopping list. the black nike tote and black mango jeans. well, i wanted to buy from levis at first, but their skinnys have really weird cutting and dont fit well. so decided to get the pair from mango. gosh, did it burn a hole in our pockets. nike has new stock real fast. so when i got there to day, there was this other maroon and black tote with the silver-studded word 'nike'. it was super glam as well; just that i thought it was a little too big for a shopping bag. so still went for the first shiny black one i saw. wanted to get a brown monster shirt from zara; but the sleeves looked weird on me:((

shit, i feel damn superficial after reading what i've just typed. but i'm not going to reveal any more of my deeper thoughts on this blog. it's just too dangerous. i'd prefer to have them locked safely in my drawer scribbled into my azone notebook:))

once upon a time, there was a:

gardener(TJ)
gardener's son(YX)
gardener's lover(YH)
gardener's love rival(SJ)
gardener's love rival's dad(KJ)
gardener's love rival's mom(S)
gardener's lover+love rival's children(Y, JY)
gardener's lover+love rival's children's lovers(NC, HZ)
gardener's lover+love rival's grandchildren(NT, C)
gardener's lover+love rival's greatgrandchildren(A, HT, MS, CK, JY, H)
gardener's fellow workers: nanny(H), assassin(C), chauffeur(NO), chef(E), photographer(JD), housepet(D), house deco/vase(TJY)

woohoo. and it all started with the 苦命 gardener that can do head hollows(pardon me if i got the term wrong cause im not very well informed about the terms in break)


we must act it all out next yr and have a MAD drama night=DD

feeling rather blue about FOS cause the supposedly rather good reds are kinda thrashed by the greens, blues and yellows. especially when we have quite a good chance at getting a better rank for d-ball if we have won the greens. too bad i couldnt dodge fast enough and got hit in the shin by a rather good player:(( nobody's fault but mine cause i really didnt expect him to strike that fast.

LESSONS LEARNT:
be patient (x100000000000000times)
never underestimate the officials
dont take it too seriously when some one cheats
dont take it seriously AT ALL when some guy bad mouths you
start practicing fac dances!! :))

ugly ugly ugly
UGLY UGLY UGLY
UGLY UGLY UGLY

UGLY DOLL
APPLES FOR APPLES
BALANCE-THE-WOODEN-BLOCKS
UNO-STACKO

ok, it was fun. but i felt like i hadn't exercised enough. nevermind, i'll be back on thurs and fri=))


oh and anyway, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY to all those out there who are young at heart<3